Author: sara8989

20 Weeks

20 Weeks

It seems as though my jersey wearing days are nearing their end….I think once the colour of your skin starts to show through the holes in the jersey, that you’re probably encroaching on “too tight” territory! LOL

Babe and my 20th week has been fairly smooth, the long weekend was a productive one for Matt and I as we finally got to get over to Snuggle Bugz and complete our registry there, and more importantly, picked out our gorgeous stroller and car seat! Wahoo! For some reason the stroller / car seat was really weighing on my mind as something I wanted to figure out on the double, so that felt pretty good to get sorted out.

I had a close encounter with a chipmunk on the weekend (seriously….don’t ask)….my crazy cat Blake had proudly dragged a bedraggled chipmunk into my parents as a prize for my mom, but when he dropped it at her feet, it jumped up and ran away in the house…. since I was the only one around to feed Blake this weekend, I was the one that had to find and free him from one of the traps they had set to try and catch him….I later nearly had heart failure because I never thought about virus risks from being exposed to wild chipmunks up close and personal, but hopefully all is well. Chippy lived to tell the tale and was set free outside, in case you were wondering…. lol 😉

We (read: I) also made some progress emptying a few things out of our basement…..but there’s still so much to do down there that it’s hard to feel like that was a victory at this point! We are having someone in to clean our vents and deep steam clean all of the carpets in our house (including the basement) this Friday; so we do need most of our stuff up and off the floor in the basement by then.

I’ve been feeling Babe more and more these days which is pretty funny; the most amusing part to me is his affinity to music! The times when he is most active are when I’m listening to music either in the car, or when I’m laying down or sitting still somewhere and there’s a TV on with music playing. It really cracks me up! He particularly seems to like Les Mills music (surprised? I wasn’t either), and gets pretty excited when I turn on my release music in the car en route somewhere or other. The sweet interpretation (courtesy of Matt) says that maybe he can tell that mama is happiest when she’s grooving to this music and that makes him happy! The anxious interpretation (courtesy of me) says that maybe he gets anxious when the music comes on because he doesn’t like the way I jump around when it’s on???

Sheesh…. 😉

In any case, it is a pretty big relief to be able to feel kicks throughout the day, and serves as a pretty effective ease for my mind that he’s doing alright in there and is still kickin’. Literally.

Next task on our list is to sort out a crib and nursery room furniture and get that stuff ordered / figured out. We also have some work to do sorting out what theme / design we want for the nursery….fun, fun, fun!! 😀

This week I’ve found my anxiety decreasing a little bit (not completely by any means, but headed in the right direction), but some new issues with body image coming to the forefront. To be honest, I’m totally perplexed by this whole pregnancy thing and what it means for my body. I still don’t feel like I really look obviously pregnant, which makes me a bit sad and uncomfortable, but I am definitely putting on weight, and just feeling like a bit of a stranger in my own body. I find myself more often than not dressing to try and hide my belly, as opposed to show it off. I’m still wearing my own clothes, but find maternity pants so, super uncomfortable (seriously – I JUST HATE THEM), that I hardly wear pants anymore at all, with the exception of leggings and Lululemon pants. I’m also definitely starting to slow down in my classes (at least in BodyAttack for sure anyways) as well, and feeling a bit sad about that.

I think I had an idea of what it would be like to be pregnant purely from a vain / cosmetic standpoint, but in reality, the way that my body is adapting to the whole thing is nothing like I had pictured.

As Matt once said about me, “You’re totally cool, as long as nobody messes with your ducks”.

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And these days, I feel like I don’t even know if my ducks are all in the same pond, let alone in the neat little row that I had arranged them in!

In any case, I’m doing the best I can, trying to play it safe in the gym and dressing the best way that I can for right now. At the end of the day, all of this stuff is totally insignificant, and doesn’t really matter worth a damn to me, as long as sweet little babe is doing alright and progressing well in there.

This coming week should be a pretty Vanilla one (here’s hoping anyways!), with weekend plans to do some more work in the basement and hopefully finalize our crib / nursery furniture selection! I just can’t believe that by this time next week, we’ll be at the end of 21 weeks, and at the end of May! I know that the next couple of weeks are really critical ones for babe’s development, so I’m really focused on eating as well as I can and getting enough sleep etc etc

Hope you’ve all had a great Victoria Day weekend – only 2 more days until the next one!

-Sara & Babe xo

 

Dream Chaser – Part 4

As I’m sure you could have expected me to say: the BodyAttack 96 filming rehearsal class was to die for. In the moments leading up to the class, I had felt a bit fatigued physically, my legs heavy, and my breathing a bit more laboured than usual. I should have known better than to worry, because the moment the music started, it was like I had spent the past 2 weeks sleeping in preparation for the class and I was ready to rock!!

Like I  mentioned in my last post, I loved how informal and approachable the filming team was. They were joking around with each other and with us for most of the class (I distinctly remember Lisa saying “Oh come on – I’m not your mother!!” at some point), and just seemed to be a really fun loving group. That being said, Lisa took the rehearsal class seriously as well, and was very particular about where she wanted people to  be standing on stage  in relation to each other, how they transitioned between moves etc etc etc it became very obvious to me very quickly how and why the BodyAttack DVDs always look so impressive and perfect in finished product!

I don’t think I stopped beaming the entire hour; I couldn’t have been any happier than I was in those moments (at least so I thought ;)).

I didn’t get the opportunity to chat with any of the presenters after class, but that was okay, both my mom and I were feeling pretty exhausted by that point, and we had both reached the end of our super human powers. 2.5 days, about 8 hours total of sleep, and about 2 meals in total had caught up to us, and we were both totally wiped and ready for bed (side note: it was only about 7pm at this point! LOL)

We trudged back to our hotel, me chatting my mom’s ear off about the ins and outs of the class that we had just done and her gamely nodding along, agreeing with me that it was “sooooooooo good” (lol). We had dinner at a very fancy restaurant right in our hotel, simply because we were too tired to go exploring anymore in the city. The restaurant was named “FISH”, and we both had just that (though truth be told, the restaurant was way too fancy for both of us, we really had no clue what we were ordering – but thankfully, it turned out to be pretty tasty!). The view from the restaurant was beautiful, overlooking the Auckland Harbour, and that was definitely the best part of the dinner for sure.

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We passed out right away when we got back to our room with the plan to get up for Gandalf’s BodyJam 80 rehearsal class at 10:10am in Studio One.

What?

We were both up the next morning pretty early (still totally and completely confused about what time it was and what meal we should be eating LOL), had a quick breakfast in our room of the stuff that we had bought at the grocery store the previous day, and were out on our daily pilgrimage to the gym!

We got to know that walk so well over the next 10 days, I can still picture every turn in the road so vividly in my head!

We got to the gym (what we thought!) was plenty early for the Jam rehearsal, but it turns out that Jam is something of a hot ticket, and Studio One was PACKED!!

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The BodyJam 80 rehersal class was amazing. Gandalf didn’t disappoint at all, he was as hysterical and charismatic as I suspected he would be. He had me laughing right from the beginning because I guess the regular Saturday morning 10:10am BodyAttack class had been moved that day into Studio 2 (yes – there is another huge studio at Les Mills Auckland!) to accommodate the BodyJam rehearsal class in Studio 1. Susan Renata was once again teaching the CXWORX class right before the Jam rehearsal, and Gandalf made sure to point her out and tell us that Susan was the GFM at Auckland City, and to thank her for moving the Jam class into Studio 1 because “the Attackers are a bit mad with her right now!” LOL….he then went on to introduce the warmup tracks as BodyAttack, and talk about how funny it would be if someone showed up late to class thinking  it was BodyAttack….too funny!

I couldn’t follow 100% of the choreography for BodyJam 80 the first time around, it was a bit hard for me to see the presenters feet (critical for do-dos like me in BodyJam – LOL), but I did my best to follow along and had an awesome time doing it! My mom also did the class with me and she did awesome as well!

After class, I absolutely made myself work up the courage to go up to Gandalf and introduce myself, and thank him for the class. I am a huge introvert and naturally very shy (I know, I know, hard to believe if you’ve taken any of my classes, but I promise, outside of the gym and without a microphone on my head, I really am quite introverted, and don’t make friends easily at all!), but I knew that this was probably my only chance to chat with Gandalf (maybe ever, in the 10+ years I’ve been teaching for Les Mills, he’s never been to North America!), and with a little prod-along from my mom, I just couldn’t miss the opportunity!

G was very nice, gamely listened while I babbled on about how amazing BodyJam has been doing in Canada (seriously – I’ve noticed a huge upswing in BodyJam in the past few years!), how truly talented and incredible our Canadian BodyJam instructors are, and how much we would love to see him in North America some time! I also apologized for kind of butchering the choreography in the rehearsal class, which made him laugh and say, “Oh my god, you are such a Canadian – why are you apologizing?!” We took this picture, and I was totally happy that I had worked up the courage for the whole interaction.

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After class, we made our way back down into the main lobby of Les Mills Auckland where we made a quick stop into Platinum Sports to pick up some more Reebok gear for friends at home and for us as well.

As we came out of Platinum Sports, I noticed Amanda and Lisa across the lobby, they had just come from a BodyStep rehearsal class (or actually, it may have been another BodyAttack rehearsal class…I can’t be sure!). I had briefly connected with Amanda on Facebook before we left (she had done my AIM training for BodyAttack the past summer at Can Fit Pro), and she had said to be sure to come up and say hi when I got to New Zealand. Feeling slightly emboldened from my previous interaction with G, I decided to take her up on that offer and go up and say hello!

While I don’t think she recognized me at first (nor would I have expected her to!), she was super sweet, gave me a huge hug and welcome to New Zealand, and then tugged on Lisa’s arm to introduce me to her! I’ve met Lisa several times over the course of my worship instructing career, but I don’t think I’ve ever actually introduced myself to her by name or anything like that. It’s been more a steady stream of babble about “you’resoawesome, BodyAttackissoawesome, everythingisawesome, iloveyou”…….oh, that and misplaced comments about how her hair looks on the DVD…..sigh…..

Anyways, this conversation miraculously went so much differently! I asked how the rehearsals were going, and they told me a bit about their upcoming schedule (I had planned to attend the BodyStep rehearsal class the next morning!). Lisa then noticed that I had thrown on my TORONTO shirt that they had given out at Can Fit Pro a couple of years back and asked if I actually lived in Toronto. I said yes, just outside of the city anyways, and she asked if she could take a picture on HER PHONE to post for the BodyAttack 96 filming?!?!???! WHHAAAAAATT!?!??!?! Thank goodness for cool heads prevailing (read: my mom) and taking my phone to get a picture for me as well, because I totally was in mad fan-girl mode, and wouldn’t have thought of it at the time!

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This picture ended up being posted to LISA’S Instagram account later that day – amidst a flood of texts and messages from my friends back home!! Ahh!! So exciting!!

My mom and I had the best day after our exciting Les Mills morning. We headed back to the hotel to get showered and changed, and then back out on the town. We had lunch at a really cute restaurant on the wharf named “The Crab Shack” which served freshly caught seafood, in a cool, pub style atmosphere, and were then on our way to cross one item off of my mom’s list: to see penguins while we were in New Zealand. LOL – oh how different our lists are!

There was a huge aquarium just a few minutes away by bus, so we hopped on the bus, and were off. As we drove, I couldn’t get over how absolutely stunning the lush green landscape and the water were. It’s just a bit staggering to imagine how much water was surrounding this little slice of land that we were on.

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The aquarium was very cool, I’ve never seen penguins up close like this before, and we even found a 10 year old New Zealander who was an avid fan of penguins, and knew everything there was to know about them, who walked us through the whole exhibit!

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We spent the rest of the evening at the Auckland City Sky Tower (kind of the Kiwi equivalent of our CN Tower in Toronto!). There is a casino up at the top of the tower (amongst other entertainment!), and I actually ended up winning a few dollars on one of the slot machines lol (cool – now just need to do that 100 more times, and I’ll be heading back towards the green for the overall trip! Lol!).

All in all, it was a truly great first full day in Auckland, and by the time we got back to our hotel room, I just felt so content, peaceful, and grateful. Similar to how I had felt when I got on the plane in San Francisco, I had never felt more sure that I was in the right place, at the right time, and doing exactly what I was supposed to be doing at that moment in time.

We made our game plan for the next day (BodyStep filming rehearsal class in the morning,  bit of exploring / shopping around the city and then the BodyJam and CXWORX filming classes in the evening!! THIS WAS IT!! Show time!!

19 Weeks

So long awkward teenage years – and a big hello to the fabulous 20’s! I won’t keep you in suspense (although I’m sure that most of you already know by now)….

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IT’S A BOY!!!!

I hate to say I told ya so….but…..

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This week has been such a super fun one for all of us since finding out the gender last Tuesday! We were so excited for the weekend and for Matt’s brothers / girlfriends and dad to get into town so that we could finally break the news to them on Saturday!

I had gone back and forth over if I even wanted to have a gender reveal get together or not. I really didn’t want things to get too overblown, and I know people are so busy with their own schedules; plus with the shower coming up that’s yet ANOTHER day that we’re asking people to dedicate to celebrating us and babe (seriously, how selfish!). Matt had it just right (he normally does) when he suggested we just do a small get together with family, and it ended up being just perfect!

Matt’s youngest brother Troy and his girlfriend Amelia arrived at our place on Friday night, and we did a bit of running around to get some themed napkins, “Team Boy / Girl” paraphernalia and pink and blue punch supplies! There was lots of wagering on boy vs. girl, and it was so hard for Matt and I to keep pronouns out of the conversation when we were talking, especially because I’ve been referring to babe as “him / he” since Day 1!

The next morning was a bit of a gong show because (as per usual) I was trying to squeeze 26 hours into a 24 hour day, and went to teach my Saturday class before the party got started around lunchtime. There was almost a bit of a crisis where Matt wasn’t able to pickup our gender reveal cake from the bakery because we had our times crossed, but all’s well that ends well, and he ended up getting there just in time.

Phew.

Although my stomach had been majorly off earlier in the week, and I wasn’t feeling great going into class, turns out that babe just needed some tuck jumps, because I felt great during and after class, and my stomach seemed to settle right down.

I tell ya, the best drug there is!

After class, I showered and got ready quickly at the gym and headed right over to my parents where everyone was waiting for me to bring the guest of honour to his party! By that time Neil and his girlfriend Kaitlyn had also arrived and the BBQ was in full swing!

My mom had gone all out and got some boy / girl balloons to put up around the house, and I quickly noticed that the buttons that we had bought the night before were being well used and everyone was proudly sporting their team! I was actually quite surprised that there was almost an exactly even split between Team Boy and Team Girl – funny when so many people had told me they were on Team Girl leading up to the party!

We gobbled down our food pretty quickly because the troops were getting impatient to cut that cake and spill the beans once and for all! It was pretty funny to see them all get so antsy actually! JUST as we were finally about to get up and cut the cake, Matt managed to get a hold of his mom on her cell phone who told us that she was still 10 minutes away from home – so we had to wait! I thought we were going to have a mutiny on our hands! LOL

FINALLY, finally we managed to get Dianne and Scott on Skype and it was showtime! Unfortunately my WordPress platform doesn’t allow for videos, but if you’d like to see the video of us actually cutting the cake, the video is posted on my personal Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/sara.fayed.

We all nearly died laughing when we watched the video back because my dad just sounds like he’s going to BURST with excitement, and is the first one to scream out “IT’S BLUE! IT’S A BOY!” well before Matt even pulled the slice out of the cake (guess he saw some blue residue on the knife?!). I think he will hear about that one for the rest of time!

The rest of the afternoon / evening was a lot of fun; in addition to Matt’s dad, Neil and his girlfriend ended up staying overnight at our place, and we went to do an escape room nearby our house which was a lot of fun! Turns out the four of us (well – actually, let’s be honest, the three of them, I’m not great at this whole escape room thing, although I do make a great cheerleader ;)) are pretty good at these things, because we have an undefeated record so far (2/2)!

The next day was Mothers Day, and Matt ordered me some lovely flowers from him and Babe (which through absolutely no fault of his own ended up being delivered the next day – poor Matt felt so bad about that 😦 ) and we spent most of the day down by the water at Spencer Smith Park, and then out for dinner with the crew in Oakville. It was a really nice weekend with family, and I was sad to see it end!

As we approach (and now technically are PAST) the halfway point, I think all of this is feeling so much more real for Matt and I! I also think that we are both starting to mildly panic about how unprepared we are at the house….there is SO.MUCH.TO.DO.

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Big priority #1 is finalizing our research and test-driving a few strollers / car seats / cribs and baby room furniture and choosing the ones that we want for babe. Then….we tackle the storage room conundrum / disaster to make room for everything that’s currently in our office to move downstairs.

Gee golly I’m tired just thinking about it.

In general, I think I’m doing a little bit better at dealing with the anxiety of all of this stuff (the intrinsic stuff – the organizing / preparing externally doesn’t stress me out so much). I think as each week goes by I get a bit more confident that maybe I won’t totally screw this up, which is a nice thought (in an odd kind of way)…… here’s hoping, anyways!!

Well – hope that you all have exciting plans lined up for the Victoria Day long weekend, Matt, Babe and I are headed out to Kingston for my cousin’s graduation from the RMC on Friday / Saturday, but will be back in town Sunday / Monday.

Cheers to the 20’s!

-Sara & Babe xo

 

 

 

18 Weeks

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Helloooo baby bump!! As one my BodyAttack participants so eloquently put tonight “OH MY GOD, you’re so much bigger than last week!” …LOL, guess I better get used to that, and quick!! 🙂

This week has been a huge and super exciting one for all three of  us, so much has happened since my last update at the start of 17 weeks; it feels like that was a lifetime ago!

Firstly, Matt was away in Halifax from Monday – Friday of last week on a survival training for offshore platforms (he got dunked and inverted in a mock helicopter and had to escape through the windows – guy was in heaven!). Babe and I were on our own for the first two days of the week, and then an opportunity came up for me to pop up to Sault Ste. Marie for a few days with my mom to spend some time with my grandparents. I was feeling  tiny bit under the weather (just the very beginning of a cold), and I kind of liked the idea of taking a few days away from work and the gym, maybe getting a little extra sleep; plus I wasn’t sure that I would get the chance to see my Grandpa again in person before babe arrives in October, so a quick duffel bag packed, and my mom and I were on our way on Wednesday afternoon!

It was nice to spend some time with my mom on the drive up, we made great time and beat the sunset into Sault Ste. Marie (rolling in around 9:30 with the sun still shining…what?).

It was a great couple of days up North, the sun was shining brilliantly the entire time (a really refreshing change from the torrential downpour that we had had at home for the past 1,00,000 days – seriously, someone build us an arc), and it was nice to spend some time with my grandparents. I came down with a nasty headache that lasted the entire second and third day that we were in the Sault; but a quick call to my midwives hotline confirmed that I was good to take two regular strength Tylenol, which got rid of the headache right away.

My god, drugs are wonderful.

My mom had the great idea while my headache was at its peak that maybe we should pop into a Shoppers Drug Mart to check my blood pressure, which we did just for fun. Interestingly, it was substantially low at 123 / 59. My midwife wasn’t overly concerned, but I do think I’ll keep it in my mind to ask her about at my next appointment.

I got tons of sleep while I was in the Sault (and even got into the very dangerous habit of napping every day from about 2pm – 4pm…..who do I think I am?!), but my major challenge was eating. We were eating out quite a bit, and my anxiety over food safety is reaching an all-time peak these days. It’s gotten to the  point that I am so hesitant to trust any meat from restaurants, hot, cold or otherwise, and I’m sketchy about most salads / salad dressings as well.

That leaves french fries and breads, in case  you were wondering.

In all seriousness, I was eating a lot of carbs at meals simply because they were the only thing that I was fairly confident would be safe for babe. Stupid, I know; I can’t help it. I then started to have massive anxiety that I wasn’t getting proper vegetables / fruits in…… sigh. It’s a work in progress.

We trekked home on Sunday, where I finally got to see Matt after a full 7 days away! He was excited to see how much babe had grown in the week he’d been away.

Monday was a huge day for us all, as we had our 18 week anatomy scan ultrasound, and the ultrasound that could tell us the gender of sweet little babe! I was nervous going in, but more so excited to FINALLY find out if our guesses and intuition were right!

We had a different ultrasound technician then we had had the previous two times, and this one had slightly less patience for my Spanish inquisition, quickly telling me that she couldn’t tell me anything about how things looked or if babe was okay. I pouted about that for a while, but pressed on like a persistent chocolate lab at feeding time peppering her with questions about the heartbeat and the movement until I got her to admit (in exasperation – LOL) that yes, the heart was beating strongly, and babe was moving around.

Victory is mine – mua ha ha ha.

The tech quickly delivered some very sad news; that babe was in a bad position for her to be able to tell us the gender on that day. I know it’s silly and superficial, and really in the end it doesn’t matter to Matt nor I, but we had both been looking so forward to finding out on this day for so long that we were both pretty bummed by this news. I asked her if I could try to do some jumping jacks (which got an eyebrow raise from her, but I did them anyways), but babe was perfectly comfortable right where he / she was and wasn’t budging.

Sigh….strong conviction, this little one! We’re in trouble…..

Despite being disappointed, my heart melted to see babe sucking their thumb in one of the ultrasound pictures…..sweet baby…. take a look!

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To make a long story short, after much deliberation at home, we decided to make one last ditch effort to keep our small family gender reveal get together on for this weekend, and book a 3D ultrasound at a private clinic for the next day. I was skeptical because I wasn’t convinced that babe would have moved by then, less than 24 hours later, but figured we may as well try.

Today at lunchtime, Matt met me over at the 3D ultrasound clinic; holy cats, what a difference from the medical building we’ve been going to! This place was F-A-N-C-Y, Iggy Azaela style! You could tell that the clients here are paying, not the government, that’s for sure! 🙂

The technician was the exact opposite of a Supreme Court judge; she was  this big, soft, super warm and friendly European lady with short blonde hair, and right from the get-go, I knew that we were in for a good experience! She crooned away at how great babe looked and how cute they were on the ultrasound right away (I foolishly beamed away with pride laying there – as if I had anything to do with this, and as if she doesn’t say this about every 18 week old fetus that she lays eyes on LOL). The BIG news though is that…..

SHE COULD TELL THE GENDER RIGHT AWAY. 

Shut.the.front.door.

I was so shocked that I don’t think I was even ready for her to say it right away, but she did and that was it! We know! We finally know!

We have our gender reveal for our families (Matt’s dad is miraculously in town this weekend, and we are hoping his two local brothers can make it in with their girlfriends as well); so I’ll hold off on sharing the gender for this week on the blog – SORRY!! You can expect the big reveal first thing next week though – Scouts Honour!!

And here we are! Today was my first Attack class back since my trip and everything felt good, it felt great to be back in the studio and moving again.

Well – this week has been a marathon for updates, so I think that’s all for today folks. 19 weeks starts tomorrow, and I’ve got my eye anxiously on the 20’s! Babe and I  will be glad to move pasts the 20 week milestone and start working on the second half!

Hope you’ve all had a great week! Chat soon!

-Sara & Babe xo

17 Weeks

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Okay, full disclosure, this 17 week picture was taken at the BEGINNING of the week, it’s a slightly different story now! The belly has officially popped, and 18 weeks will be much more prominent!

This week has been a fairly uneventful one for us, no appointments or changes to report, no major developments in terms of symptoms or anything like that. All of this NON-activity has paved the way for me to invent some stuff to stress out about. Sigh.

Top of my anxiety list this week has been a rotisserie chicken club wrap that I ate from Swiss Chalet….cold chicken….what was I thinking??? I haven’t been able to stop Googling the symptoms (or even more terrifying – the lack thereof) of listeria poisoning, and have been super stressed out and full of anxiety that I’ve done some harm with that damn cold chicken. Ugh. Everything I’ve eaten since that day I’ve scalded my mouth on because I won’t eat anything unless it’s piping hot now. Sigh again.

I’ve also been a bit stressed about sleeping positions these days, I’ve been struggling to stay on my side overnight, and quite often find myself waking up on my back (which isn’t supposed to be the ideal position for baby – or  for me right now really). I’ve had a bit of pain in my lower belly / pelvis when I wake up like this, so I’ve also been a bit paranoid that this sleeping position is causing babe some kind of distress too.

Sigh for the third time.

My mom has been totally shocked with the amount of information that is available to pregnant women these days, particularly on the topic of what foods to eat / not eat. She had never heard anything about cold chicken (or deli meats / cold meats in general) during her pregnancy, never worried about sleeping position, soft cheeses, exercising, or really anything at all that’s been totally plaguing my mind since well before I even found out I was pregnant. Drinking and smoking were the two big no-no’s, and that was pretty much it at that time.

And look how great we all turned out 😉

Long story short – I’ve been dealing with a huge amount of anxiety this week, and I really wish that I could find a way to let go of it all. Or at least some of it.

On a much brighter note, 5 MORE DAYS UNTIL WE FIND OUT THE GENDER!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!! We’ve been counting down the days for what feels like FOREVER – and we’re finally down to the final 5…AHH!!! I’m still firmly on Team Boy, but I’m dramatically outnumbered by people that are feeling like it’s a girl! We’ll see if mother’s intuition is really a trump card or not 😉 We honestly don’t care what gender it is, both have so much fun stuff about them, but really happy and healthy is all we want.

On another bright (or at least – interesting!) note, I wandered over to Thyme Maternity this past weekend to look at maternity clothes for the first time! Most of my pants have been fitting pretty uncomfortably so I decided it was time to bite the bullet and check out these maternity pants that I’ve heard so much about.

It was an interesting experience that’s for sure! The store had a “fake” bump that you could velcro around your belly so that you can try on the different pants / outfits with a bigger bump (want a sneak peek of babe and I at 30+ weeks? Check it out below – LOL).

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I didn’t find the pants overly comfortable, but I think I’m still kind of in the awkward stage where I don’t have a big enough bump to actually hold the pants up properly yet, but my own pants don’t really fit properly either.

Dresses and Lulu leggings for the win! 🙂

ANYWAYS – we are planning a really small gender reveal get together with our local family for Saturday May 13th, so the big secret will be ours to keep for 5 days after we find out….eeks! I’m not great with secrets, so we’ll see! 😉

For now, we’ve officially gone public with the news, and it’s been so wonderful to be out in the open with everyone and not hide our wonderful news anymore!

Hope you’ve all had a great week, and here’s hoping for a more peaceful mind for this mama in week 18!

-Sara & Babe xo

16 Weeks

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Well, well, well….what do we have here?! Is that the start of a bump I see?! I think so!! I’m so excited to start looking a bit rounder!!

A lot of my pants are fitting very uncomfortably these days, and I think within the next 2 weeks I will probably be in the market for some maternity pants to wear to work (EEKS). I’ve heard that Thyme Maternity has an artificial “bump” that you can try on with clothes to get a feel for how things will feel / look when you’re bigger, and I’m looking forward to checking that out maybe next week! Things are ticking away!

This week has been mostly about starting to get our heads around the infinite MOUNTAIN of things that our little ducky will need once he / she arrives. Dear sweet lord save us….we need a bigger house (and much bigger wallets)!!!!

It started fairly innocently with the thought that with our (co-ed) baby shower coming up on Sunday June 25th (early, I know, but it works well with the dates that the Sidders gang will be here on their way to Lebanon for vacation with my family), we would need to get invitations out in the next few weeks, and that typically your baby registry is included on the invitation so that people know where to look / shop.

2.5 hours later, and Babies ‘R Us was starting to look like a labyrinth that Lara Croft herself couldn’t escape from, and both Matt and I were throwing in the towel that we had no hot clue what we were doing!! We did start a registry at Babies ‘R Us and started scanning a couple of pretty simple items (and things that were recommended to us by friends / family already), but drew the line when it got to the more serious stuff like car seats, strollers, cribs / nursery furniture and safety items. We both agreed that we need to do a whole lot more research and looking in to all of that stuff before we are ready to make a decision on what we need / want.

I did convince Matt to let me register for a luxury baby bath tub with little tiny jets though……LOL….I die….

We made a bit more progress and setup a Snuggle Bugz registry online once we got home, and it was a bit easier to navigate online when you could quickly look online for reviews of the products etc…I’m still mucho overwhelmed by the whole thing and need to spend some more dedicated time learning about all of this different stuff. The nursery furniture is another big mountain to tackle, but that will be one for the summertime for sure.

Apart from that, this week has been relatively uneventful! Most of my nausea is gone during the day, and I’m pretty agreeable to most foods (carbs = yes) again. Sometimes when I eat a bit too much too fast I will feel kind of sick, but overall not too bad.

I did give my midwives “hotline” a call this week because I had some questions about some pains in my belly that I was experiencing when I woke up to use the bathroom in the middle of the night (which went away when I actually went to the bathroom). What a WONDERFUL, WONDERFUL, amazing option it is to be able to call their number and speak with one of your midwives right away at all hours of the evening?! That experience alone totally reinforced my decision to go with a midwife instead of an OB, who I know would have likely been much harder to get a hold of after hours like that (and probably would have had me book an appointment to come in vs. talking to me over the phone). I popped in to give them a quick urine sample the very next morning on my way to work, and haven’t worried about a thing since then. The pains also seems to have gone away completely, so I haven’t been overly concerned. Check me out – SUPA CHILL over here! (not….)

It’s just been a really happy time in general for Matt and I, we are both getting so excited (already) and finding ourselves chatting more and more about things like what activities our kids will do, and what life will look like for us over the next 20+++ years! The next big (BIG BIG BIG) milestone for us is coming up on Monday May 8th, when we have our next anatomy scan ultrasound (which will tell us the gender of the baby – AHHHHHH), and we’re doing a very small gender reveal get together for our families on Saturday May 13th (so you’ll have to wait an extra few days until we announce it publicly – SORRY! ;-)).

I’m still convinced that baby is a boy, but more and more people are telling me that they are so sure that it will be a girl! I know that we’re all guessing at this stage, but I just can’t wait to find out the answer!

And once we find out…..then clothes shopping and nursery planning can begin….lord save me….

Hope you’ve all had a great week like we have!

-Sara & Babe xo

14 Weeks / 15 Weeks

OMG – this week has been a crazy one in so many ways!

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We started off with our second midwife appointment on Tuesday, with one of the four members of my midwife team named Jen (who was lovely). Within 5 minutes of starting the appointment, Jen told us that Babe is growing like a weed, and they’ve actually bumped up our due date by nearly a week!!! So the new date to mark on your calendar is Wednesday October 4th!! TOO. FUNNY. If I wasn’t 100% convinced that it is a boy just yet… I sure am now!!! Lol!!!

This news means that week 14 was cut seriously short, because our new “switch” day of the week is Wednesday, so I’m now officially 15 weeks and 1 day!

We talked in our appointment a bit about exercise during pregnancy, she gave me a bit of advice (but mostly the standard “listen to your body”), we got our requisition for our gender reveal ultrasound (WHAT?! WHAT?! WHAAAAAAT?!) to be booked in just 3 short weeks (OMG), and I can officially go and do the second part of my IPS bloodwork as well anytime now. Crazy. Daisy. This whole fast-forwarding weeks thing is throwing my planning brain for a serious loop.

Jen also told us that the first IPS ultrasound that we did looked good, and that the screen for chromosome abnormalities came back negative so far. That was an unexpected piece of great news to get today, and a huge relief (although I don’t know that I will fully breathe easy until we know for sure). She did mention that one of my ovaries looked to have a teeny tiny cyst formation on it, but that this is completely normal in pregnancy, and that she wasn’t worried about it at all. Just something for them to look for on my next ultrasound.

The other super exciting part of our midwife appointment was that we got to listen to babe’s heartbeat for the first time. Jen found it immediately with the Doppler, and it was so insane to me to imagine babe nestled away in there, little heart just beating away at 155 bpm. His heartbeat sounded like a quick little rabbit, while mine sounded like a big, slow, clunking elephant – LOL.

I’ve had a bit of a tough week in the gym this week, and I think my days of teaching CXWORX are officially over for this pregnancy. Everything felt really good during class on Tuesday, but when I went to push out of a plank and sit back, I got a bit of sharp pain low in my pelvis that just felt uncomfortable and pinchy. Also, after Attack, I had a bit of a dizzy spell, and had to sit down right on the floor outside the studio to collect my thoughts and get myself together.

I don’t think that it was a huge deal, and it’s all been well resolved by now, but my belly has been a bit achey and bloated this week, and I haven’t been tolerating food very well. I just think that the two classes on Tuesday is a bit too much, and CX is the first program to go this time around. I don’t need to push myself too hard; it just isn’t worth it.

SO, as I mentioned, I’ve just been generally a bit nauseous / uncomfortable / bloated feeling for the past two days, but I finally seem to be doing better today. Still not tolerating food overly well (I.e. I feel pretty sick when I eat too much), but in true Sara fashion, I’m still pounding it back like nobody’s business anyways!

Cravings have been non-existent this week, I’ve just been eating to eat, and because I know that I need to.

I’m still feeling super chubby, but not looking pregnant yet (but arguably starting to look a bit rounder in my belly?!)

So all in all, a bit of a whirlwind week with some ups, some downs and lots of in betweens. Probably similar to how this whole miraculous motherhood journey will be 🙂 mother nature has a funny way of preparing us for these things, doesn’t she?

On another note – the Leafs start their first playoff round tonight against the Washington Capitals, and I’m not sure it’s good for babe to have so much tension and stress in his life!!! Lol!!! The poor thing already had to endure the super stressful game last weekend to clinch the playoff spot!!!

My two hopes for this long weekend (heading into Easter):

  1. That babe settles down in there and continues to grow happily and healthily (ahead of schedule?!)
  2. That the Leafs win over the Caps

That isn’t too much to ask, is it? 😉

Happy Easter to all!

-Sara & Babe xo